I just broke into a big fight with my sister, because she’s keep saying that I’m fat, that I’ll soon have a double chin and so and so…
She’s just 15 and already obsessed being skinny and have a nice small long legs and so and so…
Seriously people.
At first I don’t think because I’m fat then it’s mean that I’m bad. But people around me injected a wrong opinion about fat girl and I started to believe it anyway. I’ll starting to starved myself few weeks ago, only eating bloody tasteless oat meal once a day, sure I lose about 3 kg in the first week but I always feel tired, hungry and the most important “unhappy”.
My mom said I need to lose a weight, my dad, my sister, my friends, my teacher, even random angkot driver said so.
Who am I to denying what society want?
I’ll start to believe in absolutely wrong opinion.
what’s wrong with a girl who just got about 10 kg more from she’s supposed to be? what’s wrong with a girl who love food and hate sport? Is that how society nowaday working?
“Hey, you know what? Fat is a new epitome of bad, so don’t be fat if you don’t wanna be bad?”
Sure, let all stupid fat girl out there to starve herself, keep telling her because she’s fat, it means she’s bad, no one will want her, make her feel insecure, and keep rubbing BEAUTIFUL SKINNY GIRL in front of her face.
And the world will full of insecure girl who only has “skinny” on their dictionary, on their life goals, keep seeing that victoria secret model and so and so. Even my sister already on that way, she’s keep telling me that she’s need to lose a weight, when she’s just about 55kg/163cm
No, I’m not defending myself. NO.
But I’m telling you, FAT IS NOT A BAD WORD, it’s not same with lazy, disgusting, unhealthy, It’s just a word, bloody word to describe how you look, like you have a curly hair, black eyes and so. It’s not a disability but all of you make me feel like it is.
I’m tired of hearing all that skinny girl saying she’s need to lose weight when she’s just 48kg or 50kg or 55kg.
LET ME SAY THIS
I’M 75KG
YUP 75 FUCKING KILOGRAMS
and if you say another word I’ll punch your skinny face.
I’m gonna do what I want from now on, eat whatever I want, why should I listen to all these meaningless people? skinny is no better than me, than fat.
I’ll stop hiding behind my fat and will face the world and live, you’ll stop ruined my self-esteem. I’d never be embarassed of how fat I am.
STOP PUTTING STIGMA ON FAT.
FAT MEANS FAT.
NOTHING LESS.
NOTHING MORE .